| Twenty Five |
[Apr. 4th, 2009|01:23 am] |
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Can I just say how happy and excited I am? I love all my family and friends, and I am so glad that I've been living for this long!
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| Squandering Life |
[Mar. 21st, 2009|04:37 am] |
Some of my friendships have failed, and that makes me very sad.
We as people just keep hurting one another.
We are so broken.
God, will you heal us?
I need so badly to be under the shadow of your wings right now. |
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| All my fears come spilling out |
[Jun. 18th, 2008|11:02 pm] |
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I am so under prepared for AMDA.
I still need to pay my tuition.
I need leotards, a ballet skirt, a pair of character shoes, and character tap shoes.
I need to get a physical.
I need to buy books.
I need to take off of work on Saturday.
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I need to pay my bill for my credit card.
I need to send the affidavit back so that I don't get charged for the fraud on my card.
I need to change my address for Block Buster. com
I need to hang out with friends and good people that are in the city, including Carol, Jane from Ukraine, Jenny and Jessa, and Joan.
I need to keep building with the people I've met including all the people I met through the Haven, MSNY, and The Redeemer.
I need to find an apartment that isn't going to cripple my income.
I need to learn how to spend money wisely. ---------
I need to go to Target and get a fan, an extension chord, an ethernet chord, and more wire cube things.
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| Falling |
[Apr. 30th, 2008|01:50 am] |
Free falling into loving arms
like a cushion are your steady palms
I run just like a child, you catch me up
And lift me with a tender strength
I look up with tears in my eyes
and you call them diamonds
you brush them ever so slightly
into your able hands and then
you place each one into the sky
and give it a name
and not one is forgotten
And I'm falling again
into a passionate ocean
The waves running over,
Caressing my skin
And I'm over flowing
with hope and faith
And I'm falling in the tide
of your goodness and grace
Your smile is like the sun
And it warms my soul
And brings me back to life
It wakes me up from
the dull dead gray
Falling into the wind
and I am blown away
And I am swept away
And I am breathless
And I am beautiful
And I am falling
Into Your Love |
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| Not that you care or anything... |
[Feb. 24th, 2008|05:02 pm] |
But I'm a person. Not an animal, not an inanimate object. I don't need to be treated like a celebrity or anything, but can we all act like respectable, civilized people for just a second? Stop speaking to me like I'm the scum of the earth for just a moment and give me some proper customer service. That is all I ask. Thank you.
I don't understand why people are so nasty to each other. Do we not know how special we are? Since when did human lives become so... unimportant. Maybe I'm being too much of an idealist, but is it wrong for me to believe that people are special? I know I'm guilty of treating others as inconsequential beings... patrons who need to get what they order and get out, but there's got to be more to life. I know that money drives us to the necessity of taking a job that you may not like... I'm right there with you, but we are all special and unique.
Every human being is designed by God. Hand made, there is no other person in this world that is like you. I'm surrounded by people every day, and I don't even offer them a smile. This is wrong of me. I want to believe the best out of every person, even if they are unkind to me. I want to treat people better. I want to stop being so easily annoyed by people, and start seeing people the way God sees them.
I am not an animal. I am not an inanimate object. I am a person. I will assume the responsibilty of treating fellow people with respect and dignity. |
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